May Playlist

Sorry for lack of updates. My computer decided to die ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

What are you listening to?

1. Desi Valentine โ€“ Eyes on me

2. Mating Ritual โ€“ I Wear Glasses

3. Public โ€“ Make You Mine

4. Fort Lean โ€“ Quiet Day

5. James Young โ€“ We Wonโ€™t

6. Kendrick Lamar โ€“ DNA.

7. Phebe Starr โ€“ Feel My Love

8. Cherub – โค (Heart)

9. Beach House โ€“ Space Song

10. Dresses โ€“ Catch

11. The Young Wild โ€“ Not a one

12. The Echo Friendly โ€“ Fuck It and Whatever

13. Two Door Cinema Club โ€“ Next Year

14. The Fratellis โ€“ Whistle For The Choir

15. Kings Of Leon โ€“ Waste A Moment

16. Melanie Martinez โ€“ Training Wheels

17. Harry Styles โ€“ Sweet Creature

18. Lion Bark โ€“ Come Into My Arms

19. The Lumineers โ€“ Sleep On The Floor

20. In The Valley Below โ€“ Peaches

21. B Miles โ€“ Salt

22. Luis Fonsi โ€“ Despacito

23. Lady Gaga โ€“ Just Another Day

24. George Ezra โ€“ Blame It on Me

25. Calvin Harris โ€“ Rollin

26. Barcelona โ€“ Cure

27. The Lightning Seeds โ€“ Change

28. The Maine โ€“ Another Night On Mars

29. Tor Miller โ€“ Baby Blue

30. Bahamas โ€“ All The Time

31. The Griswolds โ€“ Anna Sun

April 2017 Playlist

  1. Drake โ€“ Passionfruit
  2. Selena Gomez โ€“ Only You
  3. Swet Shop Boys โ€“ T5
  4. Culture Club โ€“ Karma Chameleon
  5. Swet Shop Boys โ€“ Aaja
  6. Harry Styles โ€“ Sign of the Times
  7. Ahmed Rushdi โ€“ Song of Wonder
  8. The Killers โ€“ Read My Mind
  9. New Order โ€“ Bizzare Love Triangle
  10. Corona โ€“ The Rhythm of the Night
  11. Night Riots โ€“ Back to Your Love
  12. Rainbow Kitten Surprise โ€“ All That and More (Sailboat)
  13. Khalid โ€“ American Teen
  14. Moon Taxi โ€“ Morocco
  15. Tristen Beer โ€“ Promises
  16. The Technicolors โ€“ Songbird
  17. Lady Gaga โ€“ The Cure
  18. Oh Honey โ€“ Take All The Time You Need
  19. ZAYN โ€“ Like I Would
  20. Imagine Dragons โ€“ Believer
  21. Johnny Cash โ€“ Godโ€™s Gonna Cut You Down
  22. Lorde โ€“ Green Light
  23. Kendrick Lamar โ€“ HUMBLE.
  24. Houndmouth โ€“ Darlinโ€™
  25. Seagulls โ€“ You & Me
  26. Strangers You Know โ€“ Shoot Me Down
  27. Prince โ€“ When Doves Cry
  28. Mary J. Blige โ€“ Family Affair
  29. Angus Maude โ€“ Capo 9
  30. Desi Valentine โ€“ Eyes On Me

What are you listening to?

March Playlistย 

These are some of the songs that I listened to this month. What have you been listening to?

  1. Lana Del Ray โ€“ Love
  2. Family Of The Year โ€“ Hero
  3. Macy Gray โ€“ Kissed It
  4. Phil Collins โ€“ Another Day In Paradise
  5. Laura Branigan โ€“ Self Control
  6. Chris Young โ€“ Gettinโ€™ You Home
  7. Everclear โ€“ I Will Buy You A New Life
  8. I Am Arrows โ€“ Another Picture Of You
  9. The Afters โ€“ Beautiful Love
  10. Amber Run โ€“ I Found
  11. Doc Robinson โ€“ Golden Daze
  12. Morningsiders โ€“ Empress
  13. Ben Kweller โ€“ Out The Door
  14. The Cinematic Orchestra โ€“ To Build A Home
  15. The Head And The Heart โ€“ Rivers and Roads
  16. Aquilo โ€“ Silhouette
  17. Saint Motel โ€“ Cold Cold Man
  18. JR JR โ€“ Gone
  19. HOLYCHILD โ€“ Happy With Me
  20. Hayley Kiyoko โ€“ Gravel To Tempo
  21. Drake โ€“ Get It Together
  22. J Balvin โ€“ Si Tu Novio Te Deja Sola
  23. The Griswolds โ€“ Beware The Dog
  24. Saint Motel โ€“ My Type
  25. Knox Hamilton โ€“ Work It Out
  26. Wild Cub โ€“ Thunder Clatter
  27. Kanye West โ€“ The New Workout Plan
  28. Rocio Durcal โ€“ Costumbres
  29. Santo & Johnny โ€“ Sleepwalk
  30. Ariana Grande โ€“ Thinking Bout You
  31. Miranda Lambert โ€“ Mamaโ€™s Broken Heart

Those Rainy Days (Life Update)

Hello, long time no talk. It’s been a while since I’ve sat down and written something and I think now would be the time to let some emotions out. It’s raining today and the gloomy weather fits my mood today

This past month has been amazing, so many things have gone down that make me feel so happy inside. But unfortunately there are those days when you can’t get out of bed and do anything. Today is one of those days.

I think I’m going to talk about the things that are frustrating me, just so I can end this post on a lighter note.

There are so many things going on in my life, and it’s getting to me. I am in my last semester of college and all the classes and assignments are piling up on me. Although generally I am doing very well in all my classes, sometimes I hit a bump on the road and get stuck and don’t want to continue. I have so many assignments due and projects due that it’s making my head spin. I like to plan, I use planning as a way to cope with my anxiety. I love decorating and putting stickers and cute stuff on my planner, but sometimes no amount of cat/smiley face stickers can hide the looming due dates. Because this is my last semester of college, all my classes are upper level classes and are extremely difficult. I have papers due left and right, interviews to go on, group projects to complete. It all gets too much. I have a constant headache and the want to just be in bed all day, away from it all. But that’s my depression and anxiety working, those are the voices I should not listen to.

Emotionally, I don’t know if it’s hormonal changes or my depression bleeding into all the aspects of my life, but right now I am not in a good place. I feel like I am stuck, like I can’t move on. I don’t know why I can’t move on. I have constant feelings of not being good enough and just failing as a human being. There are many reasons and evidence to prove otherwise, but I don’t know why I just feel like a big piece of poo. I shouldn’t compare myself to others, but I do. I shouldn’t want someone who never deserved me, but I do. For my 25th birthday, I promised myself to work on this. And although change does not happen overnight, I really want to see change. I want to be better, I want to be happy, happy with being me.

On to the positive stuff. IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

I turned 25 and I had a wonderful birthday, before my bday I had cake with my family and my mom bought me some clothes, I might feature the outfit in a bit. I wore it when I went to an interview – an interview that went very well. I also bought myself a new purse so that is another amazing thing that happened. After weeks and weeks of searching I finally bought one that I love, I’ll make a post about it soon. I wrote two papers, one that I felt extremely bad about but I ended up getting A’s for both the assignments. Amazing ๐Ÿ™‚ I started a bowling class and although I am making a fool of myself but I am having fun. I bowled 17 on my first game but then I bowled 35, so I am making some improvements. lol I also bought a cool phone case, one that I had been wanting at a steal! It sells for $35+ but I got it for $13.

Although there are days like today when I don’t think anything is going right and I just want to lay in bed. I need to think of all the amazing things that are happening to me. I should not let these rainy days get to me…there are clear skies ahead.

So if you feel down today, keep your head up high. Your life is awesome. You DESERVE TO BE HAPPY EVERYDAY