August Playlist

Hey guys! This is the music that I’ve bee listening to this month, what’s on your playlist? Continue reading

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Spring Cleaning my Nail Polish Collection

Hey guys, I haven’t been online in a bit; I guess life gets in the way some times. There are many rules that I have made myself for the month of April, mostly because I want to be more disciplined in my life and I want to keep track of what I do. I had two rules for this month regarding nail polish and nails.

RULE #1 – DO NOT BUY ANY NAIL POLISH THIS MONTH!!! – When I was looking over my nail polish collection, I found so many nail polishes that I have bought and never used. I also bought over 5 nail polishes in the month of March, I guess I went overboard on my birthday month.

RULE #2 – GET RID OF AT LEAST 20 NAIL POLISHES!!! I have two photo boxes full of nail polishes, some over 5 years old! I made a vow to myself to throw away some, I don’t want to become a big nail polish hoarder.

These are all of the nail polishes that I got rid of this month. The criteria that I used was

a. Are they old?

b. Do I like the color/quality?

Have you been spring cleaning? Are you clearing out your makeup/nail color collection or are you cleaning your entire house (I need to do this)? How has your April been?

 

New Year – I need to learn to move on.

I am tired of who I am. I am tired of being the person that gives and gives for only pain in return. I am tired of giving chances to those that never deserved one to begin with. I am tired of being the one that holds on to hope, when there isn’t any. I am tired of being strong for others while my heart holds on by a thread. I am tired of being a puppet, pulled and pushed by the one person I gladly let control me.

I will not waste my light to shine someone’s darkness.

I want to be happy by myself, I need to learn how to accept myself. I need to learn that I am enough, even though I have torn myself to pieces. I need to pick myself up and rebuild. I need to be happy, I need to love, I need to be loved, and that starts by picking me.

I am tired, but I am ready.

I don’t know if anyone is reading this, but if by chance you are, I just want you to know that I believe in you, and I want you to be happy. Let’s start moving forward.

Done

I am done.

I am done pretending that what happened was okay and that you still have room or privilege in my heart.

I am done spending and wasting so much time on you when you clearly moved on.

I am done with you playing with my emotions. I am done believing the lies when you said you would change.

I am done trying to attain something unattainable.

I am done with giving my heart false hope.

I am done with settling for your mediocrity and lies, I deserve better.

I am done.

Are you?