Hey guys! This is the music that I’ve bee listening to this month, what’s on your playlist? Continue reading
Hey guys, I haven’t been online in a bit; I guess life gets in the way some times. There are many rules that I have made myself for the month of April, mostly because I want to be more disciplined in my life and I want to keep track of what I do. I had two rules for this month regarding nail polish and nails.
RULE #1 – DO NOT BUY ANY NAIL POLISH THIS MONTH!!! – When I was looking over my nail polish collection, I found so many nail polishes that I have bought and never used. I also bought over 5 nail polishes in the month of March, I guess I went overboard on my birthday month.
RULE #2 – GET RID OF AT LEAST 20 NAIL POLISHES!!! I have two photo boxes full of nail polishes, some over 5 years old! I made a vow to myself to throw away some, I don’t want to become a big nail polish hoarder.
These are all of the nail polishes that I got rid of this month. The criteria that I used was
a. Are they old?
b. Do I like the color/quality?
Have you been spring cleaning? Are you clearing out your makeup/nail color collection or are you cleaning your entire house (I need to do this)? How has your April been?
Hey guys, this is what I’ve been listening to lately. What have you been listening to?
I am tired of who I am. I am tired of being the person that gives and gives for only pain in return. I am tired of giving chances to those that never deserved one to begin with. I am tired of being the one that holds on to hope, when there isn’t any. I am tired of being strong for others while my heart holds on by a thread. I am tired of being a puppet, pulled and pushed by the one person I gladly let control me.
I will not waste my light to shine someone’s darkness.
I want to be happy by myself, I need to learn how to accept myself. I need to learn that I am enough, even though I have torn myself to pieces. I need to pick myself up and rebuild. I need to be happy, I need to love, I need to be loved, and that starts by picking me.
I am tired, but I am ready.
I don’t know if anyone is reading this, but if by chance you are, I just want you to know that I believe in you, and I want you to be happy. Let’s start moving forward.
I am done.
I am done pretending that what happened was okay and that you still have room or privilege in my heart.
I am done spending and wasting so much time on you when you clearly moved on.
I am done with you playing with my emotions. I am done believing the lies when you said you would change.
I am done trying to attain something unattainable.
I am done with giving my heart false hope.
I am done with settling for your mediocrity and lies, I deserve better.
I am done.